In my life...
Friday, 22 April 2011 | 16:14 | 0 comments ‚ô•
I look happy in my world.. yeah.. so MUCH... but deep inside my heart.. I am not the outer part(but maybe sometimes) I will reveal what I felt here.... maybe people that only reaqd this know my feelings.. yeah.. I know.. NO ONE READ MY BORING BLOG..... i think so... My life :
I'm always disappoint.. yeah.. feeling like nobody ever wanna friend with me.. I think I disappoint people's heart..but to them... (if I ever disappoint your heart) .. thats all because OF YOU! you make me felt annoyed,sad and even you would like to friend with me... you like others MORE FROM ME! I think I disappoint others because of they HATE me!!!!! I hate the whole HUMANS hates me!! why ????? sometimes I felt that I BEING LOVED..... SUDDENLY, i realise....... IM WRONG (maybe),,,,Im like kinda jealous when people love the OTHERS.... WHO DON'T JEALOUS WHEN WE LOVED THEM !!!!!!! BUT THEY HATE US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND THEY BE GOOD AT ANYONE ELSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY DON'T MIND US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY DID SOMETIMES..BUT WITH AN ANNOYED FACE EVER/ GRUMPY FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT THEY TEND TO SAY THAT PEOPLE THAT SHE/HE LOVED IS LOT BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHY??????????????????????????????? WHY ME???????????????????????? AND ALL I DO WAS........CRAP!!!!!!! ITS HIDEOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PEOPLE KEEP STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND SOME OF THEM ARE ANNOYING.......... THEY KEEP ON FOLLOWING YOU!!!!!!! AND THEY ARE NOT UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!!!~ I ALWAYS TRY TO BE KIND.......... BUT IF I DID KIND!!!!!!!!!!!THEY DON'T REALISE!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY KEEP SAY THAT PPEOPLE WHO ARE ALWAYS KING ARE GOOD..........THEY DON'T THINK WE'RE KIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
